luni, 27 decembrie 2010

Old Spice... On a horse...

Not music Video... But ART... And hilarious...

Hello, Ladies...



Look at your man. Now back to me. Now back at your man. Now back at me.

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Sadly, he isn't me...

But if he stopped using ladies scented body wash and switched to Old spice he could smell like he's me...

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Look down... Back up...

Where are you?

You're on a boat, with the man your man could smell like...

What's in your hand? Back at me...

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I have it...
It's an oyster with two tickets to that thing you love...

Look again... The tickets are now diamonds...

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Anything is possible when your man smells like Old spice and not a lady...

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I'm on a horse...

Playlist: In Love (happy end) #1

Hey, if everybody is doing it why not me too...

Playlist... With the kind of music that makes you (well, at least me) all giggly and fuzzy inside...

Thirteen of the best "in love" songs I can think of... Enjoy...

Dashboard Confessional - As Lovers Go
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel
Sixpence None The Richer - There She Goes
Vama Veche - Cu Tine
R.E.M. - Losing My Religion
Counting Crows - Accidentally In Love
Aerosmith - I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
The Monkees - I'm A Believer
Vama Veche - Vara Asta
Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me
Guano Apes - To Close To Leave
Paramore - The Only Exception
Vama Veche - V.S.T.

miercuri, 17 noiembrie 2010

Surrender

Can any of you tell me if my time has come and passed?
Always seems that so it is... Hmm...

We always realize it when it's far to late...

Live and let die...
No wait, not that one...

Billy Talent - Surrender



(Please ignore the change of person. Thank you.)

It always starts out like that... Innocently... You newer see it happening... Hits you like a hammer...
Well you see her as "She reads a book from across the street"...
Seemingly "Waiting for someone that she'll never meet", so just out of kindness you go over and say hello to her and end up to "Talk over coffee for an hour or two" as it always happens... She's just "Killing time before she struts her stuff"... "She wonders why I'm always in a good mood"...
There I go again... "She needs support and I've become the crutch", the shoulder to cry on, the friend to depend on...
You'll end up falling again...
Told you... You fell for her... Even so, you fall for her but still stay neutral, "I'd play the game but I'm the referee" and "She'll never know how much she means to me"...
She knows... She sees it... You think "Surrender \ Yourself to me"...
Then the "B" word gets kicked in... FUCK!
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No, that's not the "B" word... That's Brother.
Well... She pretty much refuses to let you inn, "She's got a brick wall behind her door" and you feel like letting go... Try as you might... Resistance is futile...
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The story seems to be the same each time... You are to late... You had a chance a while ago, but not anymore... Crap!
"I'd travel time and confess to her", maybe that would work... "But I'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger"...
"Even though I know what I'm looking for" seems I get lost somewhere along the way...
Don't care...
"I never had the nerve to ask", but now it's to late... "Has my moment come and passed?"
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Give up you retard... Not working...
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Feels like "Hell In A Handbasket"... (Song will follow here.)
She's different... Better... The new and improved Lass...
"I think I found a flower in a field of weeds", a rose among violets, a novel in a comic book store, a hand crafted stein in a coffee machine... A finger amongst toes... The "any" key on your keyboard... You get what I'm saying...
I have been "Searching until my hands bleed" for this flower...
But "This flower don't belong to me"... "Why can't she belong to me?"
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GET USED TO IT!
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I'm throwing this part in without connection...
"Every word, every thought, every sound
Every touch, every smile, every frown
All the pain we've endured until now
All the hope that I lost, you have found"
I'm at work and to bored to think of a way to integrate it into the story... Even tho it's actually easy...
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BTW... I kinda tend to exaggerate... Just wanted you to know...
Erm... Think I should have mentioned at the beginning...
Ah... WTH...
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More to follow :P

marți, 16 noiembrie 2010

Guess who's back?

Whenever you manage to get up, life finds a way to push you back down.
I get knocked down, but I get... Erm... Sorry...

Well it pretty much is my fault that I get pushed down. Why do i give life the opportunity to do so?

Bummer, huh?

It's almost like you are denied your own happiness... And... Baaah!
Lost my thoughts here...

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Well anyway... I am back...
Did you miss me? Yeah, I bet...

Never mind.

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A lot happened in my life these past few weeks, months...
Not only did I get a job (well whoop-thee-doo), but I also became a movie star... Ghost Rider! Tha da da dam!

Job: I already am working for over two months now. The job is awesome... Well it sucks in the end thinking that it's a job, but compared to other jobs (like yours for example) it's simply awesome.
Eight hours a day of sitting on a comfortable chair, in front of a computer.
I is a consultant!
Not going to give to much infos on what I do... Some of you might get pissed that my job is more awesome than theres.

Movie: Yeah... It all happened so fast... I didn't even know what it was about...
This person was standing in the center of the city surrounded by a bunch of people...
Interesting... What's here?
So I go there and sure as hell there's something big going on here...

Me: What's going on here?
She: Were filming here in a month or so and need some people as "actors" to walk around on set... Interested?
Me: Tell us more...
She: Well... It's on 2 different days... Twelve hours of filming each day... Forty Lei for each day... Pay is on the end of each day...
Me: OK... sign me in :D...
She: I need your names and a picture of you. And we will call you some days before the filming...
*The taking of the names, Numbers and pictures*
Me: Just out of curiosity... What are you filming for?
She: Hmm... Do you know that movie "Ghost Rider"?
Me: Yeah...
She: Well it's the sequel...
*Silence*

So that's how I got to sign in for the filming...

A month later they called me up told me the time and place...
The details about the filming itself are boring so I'll fast forward it...
>>
We got our money (after standing in line for it for almost an hour and a half)...

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The end!

More to follow!

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BTW... No clip here (bet you saw that) but there are some to follow :D...

luni, 13 septembrie 2010

"Were in thw army now" Ep 1



EN: Just a normal day out with your friends... Hawing a day out at the bar... A beer, two... Talking smack...
Singing the songs that you know... Don't crash the party with the bad news about the army... Have some freaking fun...

You are 18 and thriving... No money but all the joy you might ask for... You experienced love... And can't get enough of it...

Just listen to the song...

/

RO: Doar o alta zii petrecuta cu prieteni in oras... O zii petrecuta la bar... O bere, doua... Vorbind...
Cantand melodiile pe care le cunosti... Nu strica petrecerea cu vestile proate despre armata... Distreaza-te doar...

Ai 18 ani si esti in floarea varstei... Nema bani, dar ai toata fericirea pe care ai putea-o vrea... Ai vazut cum e dragostea si nu te poti satura de ea...

Asculta doar versurile...

"Were in thw army now" Intro!



EN: Epic intro for an epic movie... Really wished thy would make a movie after this entire album (Vama Veche - Am Sa Ma Intorc barbat)... The people who know the album Probably already know the "movie"... Pure epicness...

OK... So this would be the perfect intro sing for a movie of these proportions... Just this music on the background and some nice slide show images of the movie representing some of the most important scenes...

I honestly can already see th intro... And the movie... And the positive rewievs to the story...

None of the songs belong to me... Just thought I should mention...

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RO: Intro genial pentru un film genial... Chiar as vrea sa vad un film dupa acest album (Vama Veche - Am Sa Ma Intorc barbat)... Oameni care cunosc deja albumul probabil cunosc si "filmul"... Geniu pur...

Deci... Acesta ar fii o melodie perfecta pentru genericul de inceput pentru un film de aceste proportii... Doar muzica aceasta pe fundal si un "slide show" de imagini representand unele din cele mai importante scene din film...

Eu, in mod sincer, pot deja vedea introul... Si filmul... Si toate criticile positive...

Melodiile nu imi apartin... Vroiam doar sa mentionez...

duminică, 15 august 2010

EPIC DAYS!

I GOT TO SEE BOTH DAYS OF THE MOST EPIC EVENT UNTIL NOW! ARTMANIA 2010!

I didn't pay 1 dime for the concert yet got to go in and admire The Sisters of Mercy , Kamelot and Swallow Thw Sun on day 1 and Dark Tranquility, Sirena and Serj Tankian on day 2...

The Sisters Of Mercy


First time I got to see them... First time I heard of them... Not the last time I'l hear of them ;)...

Kamelot



One of the reasons I actually wanted to see the concert... Priority #2

Swallow The Sun



Never heard of them before... Not a big growl fan anyway... Sooo...

Dark Tranquility



Didn't manage to find a video from the concert...

Sirenia



Only video I managed to find with them from the concert... Never heard of them before... But I loved them...

Serj Tankian



PRIORITY #1... The main reason i wanted to see the concert at all... Worth every dime I didn't pay, but really was worth the money some people payed (not to be an insult)... Loved it and I hope to see him back in our city once more...

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I haven't slept 2 days in a row at all... It was epic... I have to say this was the best "Artmania" concert I have been witness to!

luni, 2 august 2010

HE thinks!

This is a song... For all those people out there... Who think they know something about this world... For those who use HIS name as a bullet proof vest...

Face it people... You do NOT know who god is and will never know...

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Voltaire - God Thinks



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I'm not asking you if you do or do not believe in him... That is not the question...
Nether am I asking if you call him GOD or not...

That is not of my concern...

The song really says something... Something big... Something true...

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"God thinks all blacks are obsolete farm equipment" - Racism in the name of GOD!
"God thinks the Jews killed his son and must be punished" - Antisemitism in the name of GOD!
"God thinks the white man is Satan" - Kwanzaa-ish-ism... Something... In the name of GOD!
"God thinks we should all convert to Judaism
God thinks we must all be Christians and
God thinks we should all embrace Islam
God thinks the only true religion is Hinduism" - Religious subjectivity in the name of a GOD!
"God thinks the sun revolves around the Earth
God thinks there was something very wrong with Copernicus" - Satire towards old general beliefs...
"God thinks abortion is murder and" - Religious opinion on abortion...
"God thinks everything that science gave us is wrong" - Religion vs. Science!
"God thinks women deserve it
God thinks AIDS is a form of punishment" - Religious opinion that we deserve what we get and thus disease is a form of divine punishment!
"God is a liberal
God is a democrat
God wants you to vote republican" - Using a DEITY for political propaganda!
"Never trust a man who puts his words in the mouth of god
And says it's absolute truth
Its lies and it smells like death
Its all in a day's work taking money from the poor
Why do you think that God would need your dirty money
If He wants to start a holy war?" - A grim money hungry bitch GOD that YOU worship!

Wanna know the truth? Here's the truth!

"God thinks puppies need to die and
God thinks babies need to drown
'cause God is neither good nor bad" - Got is a double bladed weapon, good on one side, and evil on the other! o:-) vs. >:-)
"God is you and me
God is Everything" - And nothing at the same time!

"And I
I know what God thinks
God thinks you're a waste of flesh
God prefers an Atheist"
"God thinks you're an idiot
God prefers a heretic"

"God thinks all people like you are hateful
God thinks all people like you are an embarrassment to creation
Self-righteous, judgmental, first to throw the stone
And using His name for your own protection/agenda"

"I hate people who blame the Devil for their own shortcomings and
I hate people who thank God when things go right"

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Whoever GOD is, HE sure hates you!

duminică, 1 august 2010

Accidentally...

Never happens on purpose, dose it?
You can never plan it, can you?
It always has to hit you when you least expect it, right? Not only when you least expect it, but also with the person you would least expect it with...

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HEY! I'M BACK! :D
Back to my old self again... :P
Really missed myself...

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Beautiful song that really explains it... Really says how it is... How it feels...

Just the fuzzy feeling you get... FUZZY I TELL YA!

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I just love Counting Crows... It's just... No way to explain it... There's nobody that can say they don't like Counting Crows...

What? No! No, I meant Counting Crows the band...

Here they are... Counting Crows - Accidentally In Love my friends... ;)



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"What's the problem I don't know / Well maybe I'm in love" - You can never tell what really is the case... You think it's love but can never tell for sure...
Might be indigestion...

"Think about it every time / I think about it / Can't stop thinking 'bout it" - No matter what you do you are overwhelmed by it... You just cant get that feeling out of your way... Can't even focus on what you are doing at the moment...

"How much longer will it take to cure this / Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love" - This IS a disease, a sickness that causes a loss of appetite, dyslexia (only at certain times), weakness in the lower limbs, loss of concentration, excessive sweating (only at certain times) and a reddening of the face (only at certain times)... And it has no known cure...

"Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love" - Nobody can say for sure that they know what love is, how it manifests and how to cure it... But most of us will try to enjoy it while we suffer from it...

"So I said I'm a snowball running / Running down into the spring that's coming all this love" - WARNING: May cause hallucinations...

"Well baby I surrender / To the strawberry ice cream" - Also causes you to lose your line of thoughts, jumping from one idea to another, causing your sentences not to have a clear, logic formulation...

"Never ever end will all this love / Well I didn't mean to do it / But there's no escaping your love" - You can run but you can't hide from love... You can't escape it... But you can and must face it!

"These lines of lightning / Mean we're never alone / Never alone, no, no" - Never alone, never alone, no, no!

"Come on, come on
Turn a little faster" - You feel like dancing... But don't, cause you will look like a douche-bag...
"Come on, come on
The world will follow after" - It's contagious... You can infect the people around you with love...
"Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love" - Once it hits you your hooked, addicted...

"Come on, Come on
Move a little closer" - You feel the need to have the object of your desire by your side all the time...
"Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper" - Not only have the object by your side but also hear "it" whispering your name...
"Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love" - You want the object of your desire to fell the same way too...

"Come on, come on
Jump a little higher" - Nit only do you feel like dancing, but also jumping around, poking people...
"Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter" - Love takes away your appetite so you loose weight...
"Come on, come on
We were once upon a time in love" - Just like in the stories... Once upon a time...

"Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter" - You aren't spinning alone, you both are spinning... OK... Now huddle together... Closer... Closer...
"Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter" - Love also affects your eyesight, changing your perception of colors... Some people might experience what is known as "seeing life pink"...
"Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her love"

"I'm in love"

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FUZZY!!!

sâmbătă, 10 iulie 2010

A-Z

Self-denial is the shining sore on the leprous body of Christianity.
The best thing to do with the best things in life is to give them up.
The fellow who does things that count, doesn't usually stop to count them.
For a man to achieve all that is demanded of him he must regard himself as greater than he is.
Be not afraid of flying. Angels live in the clouds and the devil on the earth.
We will either find a way, or make one.
Our sickness is between our ears.
Habit, if not resisted, soon becomes necessity.
Treat your mind like a bad neighborhood - don't go there alone.
I am not addicted to nicotine. Why must I participate in your drug addiction?
If I can't see you, feel you or touch you. Do you really exist outside my mind?
I don't govern events, I govern myself.
The unfortunate thing about this world is that good habits are so much easier to give up than bad ones.
Self-respect is the root of discipline: The sense of dignity grows with the ability to say no to oneself.
It's all right letting yourself go, as long as you can get yourself back.
First we form habits, then they form us. Conquer your bad habits or they will conquer you.
If we resist our passions, it is more because of their weakness than because of our strength.
Bad habits are like a comfortable bed, easy to get into, but hard to get out of.
Be what you are. This is the first step toward becoming better than you are.
When you can stop, you don't want to. When you want to stop, you can't.
We cannot, in a moment, get rid of habits of a lifetime.
Laziness is nothing more than the habit of resting before you get tired.
Opportunity may knock only once, but temptation leans on the doorbell.
The chains of habit are generally too small to be felt until they are too strong to be broken.
We always love those who admire us; we do not always love those whom we admire.
Animals do not admire each other. A horse does not admire its companion.
You always admire what you really don't understand.
Oh! death will find me long before I tire of watching you.
Yes, I do touch. I believe that everyone needs that.
Talk not of wasted affection; affection never was wasted.
A mixture of admiration and pity is one of the surest recipes for affection.
I'm not interested in age. People who tell me their age are silly. You're as old as you feel.
Aging seems to be the only available way to live a long life.
Old wood best to burn, old wine to drink, old friends to trust, and old authors to read.
There is no one so old as to not think they may live a day longer.
The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present.
Every time you get angry, you poison your own system.
Anger is a wind which blows out the lamp of the mind.
Anger is what makes a clear mind clouded.
Temper is a weapon that we hold by the blade.
Anger is a momentary madness, so control your passion or it will control you.
For every minute you are angry you lose sixty seconds of happiness.
If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow.
Man should forget his anger before he lies down to sleep.
A man makes inferiors his superiors by heat; self-control is the rule.
When angry, count to ten before you speak. If very angry, count to one hundred.
Doomed are the hotheads! Unhappy are they who lose their cool and are too proud to say, ''I'm sorry.''
Any person capable of angering you becomes your master. He can anger you only when you permit yourself to be disturbed by him.
No one is as angry as the person who is wrong.
The angry man will defeat himself in battle as well as in life.
There is nothing in a caterpillar that tells you it's going to be a butterfly.
Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart.
Beauty is whatever gives joy.
Let us live for the beauty of our own reality.
I'm not ugly, but my beauty is a total creation.
Trust not too much to an enchanting face.
Beauty is the first present nature gives to women and the first it takes away.
Beauty of style and harmony and grace and good rhythm depends on simplicity.
The plainer the dress, the greater luster does beauty appear.
The beauty seen, is partly in him who sees it.
That which is striking and beautiful is not always good; but that which is good is always beautiful.
Truth exists for the wise, beauty for the feeling heart.
It is easy to be beautiful; it is difficult to appear so.
Beauty, unaccompanied by virtue, is as a flower without perfume.
Dream as if you have forever. Live as if you only have today.
Having a dream is just the beginning.
In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities.
To believe in one's dreams is to spend all of one's life asleep.
When Reality overcomes the dream, all sanity is lost in the depth.
I'll do my dreaming with my eyes wide open, and I'll do my looking back with my eyes closed.
Before your dreams can come true, you have to have those dreams.
When asked what he would do if he only had six months to live: Type faster.
Dreams are answers to questions we haven't yet figured out how to ask.
If you want your dreams to come true, don't over sleep.
Only in dreams does the happiness of the earth dwell.
Dream big and dare to fail.
If you have a dream, give it a chance to happen.
All that we see or seem, is but a dream within a dream.
You have the courage and power to live your dreams.
Dreaming brings happiness within our grasp.
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend.
Do not use a hatchet to remove a fly from your friend's forehead.
With true friends even water drunk together is sweet enough.
A mere friend will agree with you, but a real friend will argue.
Be slow in choosing a friend, but slower in changing him.
To your enemy, forgiveness. To an opponent, tolerance. To a friend, your heart. To a customer, service. To all, charity. To every child, a good example. To yourself, respect.
A friend is someone who dances with you in the sunlight, And walks with you in the shadows.
Make new friends but keep the old ones; one is silver and the other's gold.
The only way to have a friend is to be one.
Only your real friends will tell you when your face is dirty.
Don't cry because its over, Smile because it happened!
We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.
Happiness is the light on the water. The water is cold and dark and deep.
True happiness comes from the joy of deeds well done, the zest of creating things new.
Like everything we do, happiness can be learned.
Imagination is the eye of the soul.
If it's not real you can't hold it in your hand, you can't feel it with your heart and I won't believe it, but if it's true you can see it with your eyes even in the dark.
If you can imagine it, you can achieve it; if you can dream it, you can become it.
Let your imagination release your imprisoned possibilities.
To invent, you need a good imagination and a pile of junk.
We are what we imagine ourselves to be.
Imagination is the limit.
Live out of your imagination instead of out of your memory.
Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.
Remember yesterday, imagine tomorrow, but live today.
You see things and you say, Why? But I dream things that never were and say, Why not?
Reality can be beaten with enough imagination.
I refuse your reality and substitute my own.
What you see is what you get.
Imagination gallops; judgment merely walks.
Great living starts with a picture held in the imagination, of what you would like to do or be.
There is no coming to consciousness without pain.
Pain is such an uncomfortable feeling that even a tiny amount of it is enough to ruin every enjoyment.
Pain nourishes courage. You can't be brave if you've only had wonderful things happen to you.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
If you fell of the horse mount it again.
True regret is thinking you didn't try.
Try and you have a 50% probability of success, don't try and you have a 100% probability of failure.
I tried and failed, while you just failed without trying.
We like people for there qualities, but love them for there defects.
I'm perfect, because I'm me, with all my flaws.
If I were perfection would you be here by my side?
Perfection is an illusion, but what's real anyway?
I can give arguments to prove this is a dream, but you can not give arguments to prove it's real.
You will see when you will believe it is possible.
Positive thinking is the key to all closed doors.
Optimism in humans is just a wallpaper masking the ugly walls of negativity.

luni, 28 iunie 2010

M-am saturat!!!

Siiiiiiiii... Iar vorbesc romana...
De ce?
De ce nu? STFU!
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Cum spune si titlul io m-am saturat... De ce anume? pff... Chiar nu stiu exact ce sa raspund la intrebarea asta...
"De ce nu pot sa tac? De ce cand rad e rau? De ce sa mint zambind? De ce sa-nvat sa lupt? De ce e ala rau? De ce sa port costum? De ce e drumul greu? De ce sa tac acum? De ce sa strig mai tare? De ce sa nu renunt? De ce doar eu gresesc? De ce doar eu ma zbat? De ce am uitat sa rad? De ce platesc doar eu? De ce mereu mi-e frica? De ce nu sunt barbat? De ce imi beau invidia? De ce nu sunt si bun? De ce nu sunt curat? De ce-am pe suflet scrum? De ce-am in creier nord? De ce-am in suflet sud? De ce nu sunt copil? De ce-s atat de crud?"
Cine imi poate raspunde la aceste intrebari? Tu presupun ca nu... Nu, nu tu! Tu! Da tu!
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Daca ai cazut de pe cal te urci inapoi... Daca mai cazi odata iar il incaleci... Da sa fiu eu, m-am saturat de cacatu' asta... Cine dracu o venit cu proverbul asta idiot...
Ai cazut... Bati calul si iti cauti altul... Eh poate nici chiar asa, dar nah...
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Am incercat... Am cazut... M-am ridicat si am incercat... Iarasi... Cad... Bun...
Io m-am saturat...
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"De ce sa te iubesc doar cum vrei tu
De ce sa stau cuminte-n dreapta cand conduci
De ce sa nu-mi beau vodca mea de zi cu zi
Si sa conduc cu a cincea noaptea-n zori de zi?
Da! M-am saturat, m-am saturat
M-am saturat, m-am saturat
De mine si de voi
De tine si de noi, de noi, noi amandoi."
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Un pic melodramatic... Dar ce-i daca... Asa sunt io...
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Acuma ca m-am saturat hai sa ma fac carcotas!
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"Asa ca... nu te mai uita la mine
Cu ochii astia goi
Si mai bine invata-ma sa adorm zambind
Si ïubeste-ma asa cum sunt."
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To be continued!

joi, 10 iunie 2010

Kiss me

I can't even remember... What? Yes, I'm speaking English again... So? Anyway, back to the important stuff... I can't even remember when I heard this song for the first time... Can't remember what I thought of it at first... Can't even tell how I bumped into it again...
Well... It's just a great song... Chill... So like the 80'...
B.E.A...utiful


Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me



The song is just beautiful, as I said before... Not much to say in the end... Oh... Just one thing to say...
DUDE VERSION!



The so called "dude version" belongs to the group "New Found Glory" and is the same song except for one small change... Instead of saying "You'll wear those shoes and I will wear that dress" it goes something like "I'll wear those shoes and you will wear that dress"... Sounds much better from a guys point of view...

Just epic... ;)

D.F.T.B.A.

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P.S. - Goes hand in hand with "Sixpence None The Richer - There She Goes"

miercuri, 9 iunie 2010

17 ani...

Vreau sa ma intorc... Vreau inapoi... Da, stiu, vorbesc si io romana odata...

Imi este dor de vremurile bune de acum... Ceva timp... Nici nu imi amintesc cand o fost bine si cand o fost rau... Stiu doar ca vreau inapoi...
Vreau prieteni mei vechi inapoi... M-am saturat sa vad persoane venind si plecand...
Vreau nepasarea de atunci... Vreau sa fiu iarasi un pusti ignorant... Vreau iarasi sa fiu doar un copil cu gura mare si capul gol...

Oricat de frumos e azi parca ieri o fost mai fain... Urasc nostalgia asta imputita care nu te lasa...

De ceva timp nu am atlceva in cap decat nostalgie... Doar trecutul... Doar amintiri care sunt usor incetosate...



Stau si ascult melodia asta... Zac intins in pat cu un sfert de zambet pe chip parca spunandu-mi "Ce vremuri bune"... Incerc sa-mi amintesc ce frumos era... Ascult versurile... Un singur gand imi trece prin minte, "Asa trebuie sa-ti petreci cele mai bune momente din viata"... Dar numai atunci realizez ca eu defapt nu am trait cum incerc sa ma conving ca am facut...

Desi melodia nu formuleaza nici macar o propozitie, toate acele cuvinte spun multe... Spune povestea (mai mult sau mai putin) a tuturor adolescentilor de pretutindeni...

Toata melodia e formata numai din cuvinte cheie (principalul find tocmai 17 ani) si cred cu tarie ca toata lumea care asculta melodia se opreste la fiecare cuvant sa-si aminteasca o etapa din adolescenta (poate si post-adolescenta) sa... Adolescenta, cu binele si raul din ea, este o perioada nemaipomenit de frumoasa... Timiditate, inceput, buze, rasuflare, suferinţă, disperare, hohote de ras, poliţie, răsărit, prietenie, plajă, foc, dragoste, tinereţe, iubire, amintire, nepăsare, luptă, beţie, cântec, ignoranţă, libertate, scârbă, milă, laşitate, orgoliu, furie, nedreptate, mizerie, otravă, răutate, violenţă, sânge, etc.
Nu cred ca e nevoie sa le scriu pe toate... Google versuri :))

Ce mai pot spune... Doar un lucru... Tudor este un poet...

...

D.F.T.B.A.

joi, 20 mai 2010

ARTIST!!!

Now... I officially... AM... An artist!

Just got my DA account up... Got some stuff on it... Got a lot of positive feedback on the small amount of work i got on it...

I know this is not music related... BUT WHO CARES!?!?! Not me... Still art...

And it dose feed the soul... Sort of...

Here's the link to the account... Check it out... And that's it for now... :P

D.F.T.B.A.

marți, 18 mai 2010

I can...

Friends... Nature... Beauty... Music... Feelings... Corporations... Anger... Conspiracy... Revolution...

Look at me... I'm turning Hippie...

You come across a fork in the way... What way will you chose? Turn right? OK...

You daydream... In one of the dreams you see yourself as you walk on the streets... You are wearing a large Shirt and a pair of jeans... No money? No, you have 12 dollars... You seem to be disappointed... But what's that... More people start appearing on the street... They all seem to smile at you and wave... You can feel the warmth of it all... Suddenly you don't seem to care about money anymore... Grab a beer with your friends... 12 dollars? What's 12 dollars...

Life is not pink... But it's not black nether... Whatever color it may have it still is better than his!

Fame... Money... Business... Houses... Cars... Dictatorship... Death... Loneliness... Regret...

You come across a fork in the way... What way will you chose? Turn left? OK...

You try to live it as it comes... But you can't... You look in front and you see someone wearing a suit... It's not you... At least you don't think so... He turns at you with a stiff face and empty eyes... Then you realize it IS you... It gives you chills... Suddenly the image starts filling up... You can see a big room... And that's you standing in it... A lot of very elegant furniture... You are in a big house... It's your house... Actually it will be... But it's empty... You own a large company... You got loads of money... But nobody to share it with... You are surrounded by graves... In all rest people you know and love... Or loved at one point apparently... Some dug by yourself... Others not...

Your life is empty...



Which one are you? Which one would you like to be? Which do you see when you look forward?

duminică, 2 mai 2010

Yore Never Gonna Be Alone

I'll always be here for you, no mater what...

Live without regrets... One of the things I'm trying to teach myself and others... But I don't seem to follow that philosophy...
Yesterday I was asked "If I was able to go back in time once with all my knowledge would I change anything in my life?" and i answered "Yes, I would change at lest half of my life"...

There are a lot of tings i would change... Some of them regarding you... Others not...

"Time is going by so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you.
Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know,
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on.
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
Were gonna take the world on. I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone."

Not more to say... Except this "I'm here for you if you need me"...

marți, 6 aprilie 2010

Are we havin' fun yet?

Just... Music...

Real music... Good music... The kind of that sooths the soul while strangling it!
Music that puts you in an emotional coma...

I'm just kidding... Still here... ;) No coma, not strangled... OK

Nickleback - How You Remind Me



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Not much to say about it... It's kind of just straight forward...

You can make a mental picture about it all...
Don't think your that thick...

...

And also... I'm so bored that I'm not in the mood to write anything here :P...

Over and over

Things don't change... They just repeat themselves "over and over" again... History repeats itself, and we don't seem to learn from it... Maybe because we like our past to much and can't let go... How nostalgic...

Three Days Grace - Over And Over

AND THERE NOT EMO !!! FUCK THE HATERS !!!



"I feel it everyday" taring at my soul. "I've tried everything to get away" but "it's all the same" and I realize that "I'm the one to blame" for it all... "It's dragging me down and I can't pull away". "It brings me down" but I have the will to get back up, "so here I go again. Chasing you down again. Why do I do this?"

"Over and over I fall for you" even thou "I try not to". "You make me fall for you" but "You don't even try"...

"So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head", images raging through the bottom of my brain... Not images, it's you... (Are you tired? Cause you've been running through my mind all day.)

"I know what's best for me... But I want you instead" and "I'll keep on wasting all my time"...

...

I said I love you and I swear I still do...
No. This is not a solution to this dilemma... If you like someone should you let them know... If you love someone should you let them go...

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Confusion takes over and you (I in this case) don't know what to do... I make a plan but when to act you (I in this case) turn back... Use plan B (there is no plan B)... Improvise...
Screw up? Fix it...

Better to try and fail than to just stand down...

...

Whatever... Live and let live... Over and over...

duminică, 4 aprilie 2010

Canges...

I'm in a very bizarre emotional loop ... Up hill and down hill continuously ...

I screwed up and now I'm cryin'...



I got this song as a dedication... -ish... Something ... And now I'm afraid of the second vers...

Now i feel like a loser...



This song is awesome... True... Sad... And just epicly made... I'm a loser... But it's OK... I'm daydreaming to something better while expecting the worse...

I'm empty on the inside and "nothing seems to fill this place"... "There's nothin left of this mind or my soul"... "I need this every time" but i don't seem to get it the right way... "Someday I will find a love that flows through me like this" so I'm trying and pushing on "and this will fall away" I hope...

"This is getting old, but I can't break these chains that I hold"... I will always be me, no mater what happens...
My "Addiction" to you "needs a pacifier"...

"You're getting closer to pushing me off of life's little edge cause I'm a loser and sooner or later you know I'll be dead"... Not more to say...

But then "I get back up again"...

...

Still love you... Always will... XOXO

sâmbătă, 3 aprilie 2010

Got my hug! :D

Not just one... Tens... Hundreds... Thousands!!! Well not really... But i did get a lot of them :D ...



Sry it's a news article ... And sry it's in Romanian ... But still :D ...

Not much to say except that I was hyperactive 5 hours :D ...

luni, 8 martie 2010

Need a hug again...

I went into a YTing frenzy just now as OUR Free Hugs draws near... And i started looking up all different Free Hug campaigns around the world... Only some time after starting this viewing frenzy did i click the Free Hugs Amsterdam video...

I just didn't manage to find info on it or the group... OK, I did find some info on the group, but not much... But I think (Not sure... It's just speculation) that the song was made specially for this "clip" because even the album cover is a picture from the clip with free hugs... Sooo, I figured it's made for the Free Hugs Campaign...

This is it! Henkus - Phony



The song is just simply put "WOW"... So touching (it reaches out of the monitor and grabs your ass)... J.K.
But really... It's just so overwhelmingly emotional... It's quite sad in the beginning, but quickly turns to "cheer up" towards the end...

Sort of makes you doubt your friends at one point... But then you feel like "I need more friends... MORE!!!"...

...

I can actually compare it to my own story... But let's not now... I seem to have done it quite often... :D

But... If you want me to do it just tell me in the comment section below... (That was so RWJish)

sâmbătă, 6 martie 2010

I got a feelin'

You just got to love "those" mornings... You wake up, your head hurts, your clothes are dirty, your hair is all messed up, chances are that you are in a foreign bathroom and minutes later you realize that something went terribly wrong last night...


Just watch as your night out anthem becomes your morning after anthem.


We all had those mornings... And if you say you didn't then you are ether 13 or under or you didn't get to live your life... J.K.

But still... Awesome feeling... Or not... Well, it's kinda awesome a few days after you wake up because the first day you ARE going to feel like crap...


The song isn't really a song itself, but rather a parody... Not rather... Actually parody :D...

These guys (Collegehumor) are just awesome... They got some of the most amazing and funny clips on YT ATM. Worth seeing...


They Deleted it off YT! before I got to DL it... Link: http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1924835


The song is brilliant, better than the original song by BEP.


Waking up hammered, injured and confused in a bathroom you have never seen before (or a hospital room in my case) trying to realize WTF happened... Clothes are trashed/dirty and you are still drunk a little. Even getting to the bathroom door is hard... You find yourself in a utterly destroyed room filled with broken bottles, clothes, food and objects you have not seen till then (Probably stolen by some random person at the party... Or you) and some guy/chick wakes up looks at you and smiles... WTF?!?!?

You check your phone and see countless calls (Missed) and messages... Most being from your current GF/BF and/or parents... Panic hits... The question "what do i do now?" is racing through your mind... You WILL have to face them at one point... Lying seems the best option now...


Just go home and take a bath... You need it... Long hair? Ah crap... Just wash it... Don't look in the mirror... Keep your hands out of it because you do not want to know that's in it...


...


You tell yourself that, and i quote, "I will never drink again in my life"... Liar...


Two days pass and what do you do? Enjoy a beer with your friends... There we go again...


...


But really... The song rocks... It's so close to personal experiences and it's just so... Exhilarating!

vineri, 5 martie 2010

Need a hug...

This one is a special shutout to the "followers" of Juan Mann (One Man), the father of the well known Free Hugs Campaign. The Campaign became famous with the song "All the Same" performed by Sick Puppies.
This one is not only about the song which is indeed touching, but also about the event itself.

The song is beautiful. It's just simply put a love song with a twist."I don't mind where you come from/ As long as you come to me" just expresses that where you are from (and how much you'll be there "Hours slide and days go by/ Till you decide to come/ But in-between it always seems too long") or what you have done are just irrelevant. "I have the will" to wait for how long it might take. "I don't mind, I don't care/ As long as you're here", and that's the truth. "And I'll take you for who you are" and what you may become "If you take me for everything" that I am. "I wouldn't dare/ To fix the twist in you" because you are perfect the way you are. All those things you call "dark secrets" make you unique, make you who you are, make you perfect... Even if it will never happen, even if I'm to never see you again "If I close my eyes/ Its all the same".
"Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again/ You'll just come back running", I hope (not necessarily running :P), NOT "Holding your scarred heart in hand"!!! Don't want that :(...
The Campaign is just one of the greatest things you can do. We ourselves (in our home city) did it last year, and are doing it every year from now on ;)...
The Campaign from last year (March 14th 2009):
Stay tuned for the clip of this years FH Campaign. It's going to happen on march 13th 2010. Just check Blog again in like 2 days after March 13th... Till then I /hug you all... >:D<

sâmbătă, 27 februarie 2010

Live for 2day

For some time now I have been listening to a lot of 3 Doors Down and I ran across a lot of good songs by them... But this one simply is... Awesome! And the album cover is just so "WOW".


3 Doors Down - Live For Today



It's just a great "open your eyes" song... The kind of song that kicks you in the head and yells at you "live your life god damn it"!


I really can correlate to the song...

"Show me the road and I will find my own
You build the bridges and I'll burn them down."

This is just so "I'll follow my own way, not yours"/"I'll live my life the way i want to"...

Even the "while heroes ride again" (In the entire context "You're always hiding, throwing up your hands/while heroes ride again.") tells the story of how vanity and ego has taken over. What do you want? Do you want to "act out and pretend your mighty"? Or would you rather be one of the heroes? Most people (I have seen it) chose to just "throw up there hands" than to just do something... Sad...

"I'm taking chances in the here and now."

"I'll take the chance before the chance has gone."

Just seems to push you (or maybe just me) to risk it... I'd rather risk it and fall than to just let life pass me by... Try, get knocked down and get back up again!

How will you know what future holds for you if you refuse to trail it. If you are given a chance, take it, "you never know when it will be your last".

"Another day and yet another's done,
spending the life living within the past."

Don't ever live in your past, always look up for a better tomorrow!

"The clock is running. Make the most of today. Time waits for no man. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it is called the present." (Alice Morse Earle)

"Yesterday is History,
'tis so far away --
yesterday is Poetry,
'tis Philosophy --

Yesterday is Mystery --
Where it is today --
While we shrewdly speculate
Flutter both away"

Wow. So many things you can say about this single fraze...

"We'll never know it When we run out of time until it's all over with
and there'll be nowhere to run."

Make the best out of "NOW" before you reach "TO LATE".


...


We all regret the past, we all wish to go back and fix some of the mistakes of our past, but we can't so why spend our time thinking "what if?" because it's just wasted time in which you might get a 2nd chance. 

Learn from the past, Don't live in it. Build your future, don't wait for it to overwhelm you.


...



Remember yesterday. Imagine tomorrow. But live today.



Don't give up! I know I won't!

duminică, 21 februarie 2010

There she goes

And now I'm back where i began... Love...

Weird how all these songs put you through all these different emotions... You'd think you have more control over yourself.

Single minded obsession... You see the object of your desire... and this goes through your mind...



Dose not happen to you? Well... You don't know what your missing...

When the object of my desire is "Racing through my brain", "Pulsing through my veins", "Chasing down my lane", my brain shuts down, my body goes numb and i feel hungry (at least that's what I think... It's really confusing)... The last one's a bit bizarre but still interesting...
"She calls my name, pulls my train. No one else could heal my pain"...
"And I just can't contain this feeling that remains"...

How did butterflies get in my stomach?

...

This song goes hand in hand with "Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me", clearly.

...

Not much to say about this one. Song says it all...

Happy Hour!

Weird how a person can go from love to pain to regret to the chinn up emotion (dunno how to call it) and to joy...

It's a never ending circle ;)... Tomorrow I'll be down again... And I'll be emo till i listen to some good "chin up" music XD!

Ahh... Can't be emo on happy hour!

Enjoy Chumbawamba - Tubthumping (think i spelled it right)



Just grab a Whiskey drink, and then a Vodka drink. And then some Lager drinks, and a few Cider drinks. Start singing songs that remind you of the good times, and the songs that remind you of the better times! Now don't you feel better? Or worse depending on how drunk you are ;).

At one point you find yourself pissing the night away :P. "Oops, i fell in the rose bush. OWCH! Don't cry for me, next door neighbor".

You piss someone off and you get knocked down, but you get up again and say "your never gonna keep me down"! Think you should have sat down and not said anything. Well... At least your not emo anymore ;).

But now really this is the perfect chin up/have fun song. Can you, can anyone possibly hate on this song? Doubt it.

Grab a drink, laugh it off and do some stupid s*** if it makes you happy. But watch out not to end like this guy... "I got a feeling" that this is SO going to happen... 

EDIT 23 Feb. 2010: I just found a "story" in this song as well (Now it's shocking even me). Actually I found the story last night while I was just standing in bed, looking at the sealing after i had a short chat with "the one"... Not referring to Jesus or God if it's that what your thinking...

The female voice is telling most of the story.

Bizarrely what i read in the "story" was a romance between the female character and the person that she sings about, to be more specific "Oh Danny Boy" and "Next door neighbor". You can see the male character in the clip standing at one side of the table apparently alone (Not really. The female character is standing at the table too) wearing a pair of black gassers with thick borders. The story starts out with him trying to gain confidence threw the words "We'll be singing. When we're winning. We'll be singing". The "I get knocked down part" represents refusal, while "But I get up again" is the "I'll try again" and "chin up" thing. "Oh Danny Boy, Danny Boy, Danny Boy" is the female character trying to "cheer up" the male character.
"He drinks a whiskey drink
He drinks a vodka drink
He drinks a lager drink
He drinks a cider drink"
Hard. Ether "Drown sorrow in booze", "Booze will help me gain MORE confidence" or "This will cheer me up... For now".
"He sings the songs that remind him
Of the good times
He sings the songs that remind him
Of the better times"
This one is easy. Did you never try to cheer up yourself by singing a "happy song"? I did... And it sort of works...
"You're never Gonna keep me down" is the "No matter what you say I'm still gonna try again" thingy (and that's what I will do :P).
"Don't cry for me
Next door neighbor..." is the female voice trying to tell the already drunk (or halfway drunk) male character not to try or cry anymore. Bla bla bla. Don't listen to her, just keep trying!

And it all seems to repeat in a bizarre fashion... Think he had a bit to much to drink...

Make it better

In truth everybody hurts sometimes... And personally i think this song helps a whole lot when you feel hurt/abandoned/betrayed (or anything else that is negative)...



No mater how down you may feel this song makes everything better. It tells you that you are really not alone, no mater how you look at it, you are not alone, not in pain, not in sorrow, not in joy... there will always be a person you will be able to talk/correlate to.

Personally it did help me when i felt knocked down by life.

"I get knocked down, but i get up again! Your never gonna keep me down!"

This post is so short just because there is actually no need to explain it. It stands for itself.

A new beginning

I mede up my mind to make this blog while I was listening to the song "REM - Losing my Religion"... I started to read the comments and see 1 comment that simply pulled me in. I'm not a troll, not a big commenter on YouTube, but i felt like i had to say something!

The comment: "what is this song about someone tell me please" by tamodalekoodmora

Being the artist that i am *a lot of modesty* i just had to go: "don't ask people to explain a song to you ... it's as if you ask an abstract artist what he's expressing in his work ...

The idea is not for you to see what the artist wants you to see ... but rather to see what you feel ... the sensations YOU get from the song ... you can ask what the song is about but in the end someone will tell you there perception of it ...

now tell us ... what is the song about to you ;)"

From this comment of mine it all went really... Well it's kinda hard to say this in words... It went something like "Awwwwwww"...

tamodalekoodmora: "to me-it is about some unhappy love i asume and the person is in a great deal of pain, other ppl say it is about religion and god,,,so,,,i dunno,,,great song tho:))U are right about perception :)"

kashmira1: "@tamodalekoodmora
apocal.... is correct, these words meant nothing to me!
I've been a fool in love & now every word makes sense=
"Oh No,I've said too much!
I haven't said enough!......

JUST a DREAM!......."

kashmira1: "@apocalips9
Just thanks for what u wrote! It hit home, nice to spot your comment.
Hence MY 'perception',as much as it pains me is Happiness don't work both ways!"

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Now. I felt that i need to say something here. And the 500 characters from YouTube are not enough. So that's what i am doing here :D.

kashmira1, you can't even bare to imagine how like your story my own is.

I too fell in love (in a quite foolish way) with a close (an I mean really close) person. It started out only as a simple crush and ended up in almost obsession. For 14 February (Whoop-Dee-Do) i ask her out for just a beer (don't ask), I got her a Edelweiss flower (Thought it's a bit more... I don't know what i was thinking... Rare, Endangered flower=More symbolic) and at one point I admitted that I loved her... For over 1 and a half years now (don't ask)... And she just goes into shock going "wow" every now and then (saying nothing else)... She told me (after she got back to RL)
that she saw me more as a brother than anything else and that she just can't get close to anyone at the moment... Since then she has been avoiding me (at least that's how i see it)...

...

Now let's see what I feel when i listen to this song...



"Oh, life is bigger
It's bigger than you" - To me says "You can't even imagine how big my love towards you is"
"And you are not me" - "You don't share my feelings" *sob*
"The lengths that I will go to" - "the things I'd do for you"
"The distance in your eyes" - I get lost in her eyes (start dreaming/thinking).
"Oh no, I've said too much" - I lost a friend to those words "I love you" and would rather go back...
"I set it up" - I realize it's my fault.

"That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight" - "Not sure if I should give you room/let go or push on" and "Should i tell the world or keep it to myself (since it might not happen)"
"I'm losing my religion" - Change of hart/personality.
"Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it" - I want to be with her, but I don't know if it will happen (it needs to be from both sides).
"Oh no, I've said too much"
"I haven't said enough" - Just that. I only said half of what is going on inside my soul.
"I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try" - I'm seeing/hearing that person in my sleep, when i close my eyes.

"Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm
Choosing my confessions" - "I mute when I'm around you now. While alone I try to find the words that I will tell you"
"Trying to keep an eye on you" - "I want to see you all the time (when i wake up, when i go to sleep)"
"Like a hurt lost and blinded fool, fool" - Hurt. Lost. Blinded. I'm the fool.
"Oh no, I've said too much
I set it up"
"Consider this
Consider this
The hint of the century" - She seems not even to take into consideration what i told her. To me it's something grand (the word "century" says it's importance).
"Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed" - Not even the fact that now i'm "failed" on my "knees" is taken into consideration.
"What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around" - I still can't get her out of my mind.
"Now I've said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try"

"But that was just a dream
That was just a dream" - To me seems like "I've been dreaming and I can go back to how it was before"

(repeat chorus)

"But that was just a dream"
"Try, cry, why try?" - I tried. I got hurt. Why try gain?
"That was just a dream
Just a dream, just a dream
Dream"

...

And 4 days after that 14 Feb day thing i went out with her and somewhere along the line we kissed. it was... Good... Interesting... And confusing the next morning when i thought about it.

And I was just announced that by that very person (witch has read this post just hours after I posted it) that she was not actually avoiding me... She wanted to do me a good since she told me she can't be with anyone (I am in that group as well) she didn't want me to suffer seeing her. HURT ME! HURT ME!

"There she goes again"...

And to end this post I will also mention the title and theme of the next post :D.
"REM -Everybody Hurts". A song that helps...

...Wow, this post got long...