marți, 6 aprilie 2010

Are we havin' fun yet?

Just... Music...

Real music... Good music... The kind of that sooths the soul while strangling it!
Music that puts you in an emotional coma...

I'm just kidding... Still here... ;) No coma, not strangled... OK

Nickleback - How You Remind Me



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Not much to say about it... It's kind of just straight forward...

You can make a mental picture about it all...
Don't think your that thick...

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And also... I'm so bored that I'm not in the mood to write anything here :P...

Over and over

Things don't change... They just repeat themselves "over and over" again... History repeats itself, and we don't seem to learn from it... Maybe because we like our past to much and can't let go... How nostalgic...

Three Days Grace - Over And Over

AND THERE NOT EMO !!! FUCK THE HATERS !!!



"I feel it everyday" taring at my soul. "I've tried everything to get away" but "it's all the same" and I realize that "I'm the one to blame" for it all... "It's dragging me down and I can't pull away". "It brings me down" but I have the will to get back up, "so here I go again. Chasing you down again. Why do I do this?"

"Over and over I fall for you" even thou "I try not to". "You make me fall for you" but "You don't even try"...

"So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head", images raging through the bottom of my brain... Not images, it's you... (Are you tired? Cause you've been running through my mind all day.)

"I know what's best for me... But I want you instead" and "I'll keep on wasting all my time"...

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I said I love you and I swear I still do...
No. This is not a solution to this dilemma... If you like someone should you let them know... If you love someone should you let them go...

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Confusion takes over and you (I in this case) don't know what to do... I make a plan but when to act you (I in this case) turn back... Use plan B (there is no plan B)... Improvise...
Screw up? Fix it...

Better to try and fail than to just stand down...

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Whatever... Live and let live... Over and over...

duminică, 4 aprilie 2010

Canges...

I'm in a very bizarre emotional loop ... Up hill and down hill continuously ...

I screwed up and now I'm cryin'...



I got this song as a dedication... -ish... Something ... And now I'm afraid of the second vers...

Now i feel like a loser...



This song is awesome... True... Sad... And just epicly made... I'm a loser... But it's OK... I'm daydreaming to something better while expecting the worse...

I'm empty on the inside and "nothing seems to fill this place"... "There's nothin left of this mind or my soul"... "I need this every time" but i don't seem to get it the right way... "Someday I will find a love that flows through me like this" so I'm trying and pushing on "and this will fall away" I hope...

"This is getting old, but I can't break these chains that I hold"... I will always be me, no mater what happens...
My "Addiction" to you "needs a pacifier"...

"You're getting closer to pushing me off of life's little edge cause I'm a loser and sooner or later you know I'll be dead"... Not more to say...

But then "I get back up again"...

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Still love you... Always will... XOXO

sâmbătă, 3 aprilie 2010

Got my hug! :D

Not just one... Tens... Hundreds... Thousands!!! Well not really... But i did get a lot of them :D ...



Sry it's a news article ... And sry it's in Romanian ... But still :D ...

Not much to say except that I was hyperactive 5 hours :D ...