Surrender

Can any of you tell me if my time has come and passed?
Always seems that so it is... Hmm...

We always realize it when it's far to late...

Live and let die...
No wait, not that one...

Billy Talent - Surrender



(Please ignore the change of person. Thank you.)

It always starts out like that... Innocently... You newer see it happening... Hits you like a hammer...
Well you see her as "She reads a book from across the street"...
Seemingly "Waiting for someone that she'll never meet", so just out of kindness you go over and say hello to her and end up to "Talk over coffee for an hour or two" as it always happens... She's just "Killing time before she struts her stuff"... "She wonders why I'm always in a good mood"...
There I go again... "She needs support and I've become the crutch", the shoulder to cry on, the friend to depend on...
You'll end up falling again...
Told you... You fell for her... Even so, you fall for her but still stay neutral, "I'd play the game but I'm the referee" and "She'll never know how much she means to me"...
She knows... She sees it... You think "Surrender \ Yourself to me"...
Then the "B" word gets kicked in... FUCK!
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No, that's not the "B" word... That's Brother.
Well... She pretty much refuses to let you inn, "She's got a brick wall behind her door" and you feel like letting go... Try as you might... Resistance is futile...
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The story seems to be the same each time... You are to late... You had a chance a while ago, but not anymore... Crap!
"I'd travel time and confess to her", maybe that would work... "But I'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger"...
"Even though I know what I'm looking for" seems I get lost somewhere along the way...
Don't care...
"I never had the nerve to ask", but now it's to late... "Has my moment come and passed?"
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Give up you retard... Not working...
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Feels like "Hell In A Handbasket"... (Song will follow here.)
She's different... Better... The new and improved Lass...
"I think I found a flower in a field of weeds", a rose among violets, a novel in a comic book store, a hand crafted stein in a coffee machine... A finger amongst toes... The "any" key on your keyboard... You get what I'm saying...
I have been "Searching until my hands bleed" for this flower...
But "This flower don't belong to me"... "Why can't she belong to me?"
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GET USED TO IT!
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I'm throwing this part in without connection...
"Every word, every thought, every sound
Every touch, every smile, every frown
All the pain we've endured until now
All the hope that I lost, you have found"
I'm at work and to bored to think of a way to integrate it into the story... Even tho it's actually easy...
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BTW... I kinda tend to exaggerate... Just wanted you to know...
Erm... Think I should have mentioned at the beginning...
Ah... WTH...
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More to follow :P

Guess who's back?

Whenever you manage to get up, life finds a way to push you back down.
I get knocked down, but I get... Erm... Sorry...

Well it pretty much is my fault that I get pushed down. Why do i give life the opportunity to do so?

Bummer, huh?

It's almost like you are denied your own happiness... And... Baaah!
Lost my thoughts here...

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Well anyway... I am back...
Did you miss me? Yeah, I bet...

Never mind.

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A lot happened in my life these past few weeks, months...
Not only did I get a job (well whoop-thee-doo), but I also became a movie star... Ghost Rider! Tha da da dam!

Job: I already am working for over two months now. The job is awesome... Well it sucks in the end thinking that it's a job, but compared to other jobs (like yours for example) it's simply awesome.
Eight hours a day of sitting on a comfortable chair, in front of a computer.
I is a consultant!
Not going to give to much infos on what I do... Some of you might get pissed that my job is more awesome than theres.

Movie: Yeah... It all happened so fast... I didn't even know what it was about...
This person was standing in the center of the city surrounded by a bunch of people...
Interesting... What's here?
So I go there and sure as hell there's something big going on here...

Me: What's going on here?
She: Were filming here in a month or so and need some people as "actors" to walk around on set... Interested?
Me: Tell us more...
She: Well... It's on 2 different days... Twelve hours of filming each day... Forty Lei for each day... Pay is on the end of each day...
Me: OK... sign me in :D...
She: I need your names and a picture of you. And we will call you some days before the filming...
*The taking of the names, Numbers and pictures*
Me: Just out of curiosity... What are you filming for?
She: Hmm... Do you know that movie "Ghost Rider"?
Me: Yeah...
She: Well it's the sequel...
*Silence*

So that's how I got to sign in for the filming...

A month later they called me up told me the time and place...
The details about the filming itself are boring so I'll fast forward it...
>>
We got our money (after standing in line for it for almost an hour and a half)...

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The end!

More to follow!

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BTW... No clip here (bet you saw that) but there are some to follow :D...